Monday, January 31, 2011

If It Is Up to Me

ikutkn hati, nak balik rumah skrg jugak..bile dah duduk jauh dgn family, baru terase susahnye nak survive sorang2 dlm dunie ni..regardless of how many frens yg kite ade, kite mesti nak carik mak n ayah kite jgk at d end of da day..org yg paling kite pcaye dlm hidup kite..ape2 yg diorg buat or decide utk kite, insyaAllah tu semue utk kebaikan kite..susah nak carik org yg tak selfish n takde personal interest utk tolong kite kecuali parents or ahli keluarge kite sendiri..diorang bagi kite a strong sense of security yg susah kite nak dapat dari mane2 sekali pon..home is where da heart is and my heart is with my parents..so if it is up to me, i'll walk back home tonight..seriusli..

kadang2 tu, a strong bond dgn parents sendiri tak bermaksud kite manje or spoiled..duhhh! haha..normally kalau kite rase berat nak stay jauh2 dgn parents kite, orang akan cakap kite ni anak mak la, anak ayah la n tak reti hidup berdikari la..kalau diikutkan, memang la pendapat tu ade betulnye..tapiii..salah ke kalau nak jadi ank mak or anak ayah selame yg mungkin? haha..i mean, kalau kite stay dgn parents kite pon, most of da keje rumah kite yg tolong buatkan (tettt! no komen)..haha..ok, seriusli..kite tolong sidai n angkat baju, tolong potong ayam n daging (bab masak-memasak sangat limited ye..haha), jage adik, sapu rumah, sental toilet atas, sental toilet bawah, sental toilet neighbor (mase wedding anak diorang :|)..see? tu bukan manje namenye, tu bibik..tapi seriusli tak kisah sangat..takdela sampai mak pegang parang kat sebelah sambil tengok kite mop lantai bersih ke tak..kalau ade rambut sehelai atas lantai, memang abis la ko..haha..bende kite bole toleratekan..so if it is up to me, i'll run back home tonight..seriusli..

a friend of mine just lost his mother..ayah die pulak dah lame meninggal..tinggal la die dgn adik perempuan die je sekarang ni..tapi alhamdulillah die ramai sedare mare..i can only imagine what he's going through right now..mase first time dengar berite tu, i was very shocked sebab kitorang semue tau betape rapatnye die dgn arwah mak die..da first thing yg came to my mind was, "macam mane lepas ni?"..fortunately, he is still standing strong sekarang..bile kite ok, insyaAllah yg lain2 akan ok jugak..everything will fall thru eventually..kite kene saba sikit je..basically just have faith la n doa banyak2..insyaAllah..bile bende macam ni jadi to someone yang kite kenal, kite start to look at life differently..kite start to appreciate semue yg kite ade..selagi adenye rezeki dalam bentuk kesihatan n umur yang panjang for both of my parents, selagi tu la berat hati ni nak stay jauh2 daripade diorang..tak kisah la ape orang nak cakap pon..so if it is up to me, i'll fly back home tonight..seriusli..

kesimpulannye: if it is up to me, i'll angkut them to my place je la senang..at least i can still blaja n they can just tido..habis cite :p

Assalamualaikum..

i am finally one of the jutaan bloggers dlm dunie ni :)

hey, world!!!   

hmm..skrg dh bole blagak dgn org lain especially kwn2..attention please, niena n fareha..haha..selame ni kalau jumpe kwn2 or even org yg baru knal pon, mesti diorg suruh add kt facebook la, update cite kt facebook la..masalahnye, org xde facebook :| den respond semue org would be "ha?? what?? serius ke ni?? why??"..gile drama k..macam la dah takde care lain nak communicate dgn each other..pfft..haha..so lps ni kalau org tanye, "mimi, ade facebook x??", my answer will be, "ouh, xde la coz i'm too busy blogging..u know..mastering da world of websites..imparting knowledge to my people"..woa..citizen-low-to-citizen-high moment..haha..

so, kesimpulan utk post sy yg pertame ni is name sy mimi :p