I was listening to songs this morning..maximum volume, maximum "country"..
Got nothing out of it but loved every second of it..
Was preparing to change my whole life, my very-much-problematic-attitude, starting from today but that hasn't happened yet.. *LOL*
Between the songs and the sleeps and the many letters, I wonder..where would I be today if fate never blew my path away?
Could have been, should have been all worked out..
Don't think I don't think about it..don't think it doesn't get to me..I know what I felt..I still feel the sting of the pain..
I got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face (^___^)
I'm getting just a little bit stronger..
I'm done with how it feels..I'm done dragging my sad face around..Even on my weakest days, I'm telling myself I'll be OK..
Change doesn't happen overnight but haven't cried for a while now..I guess I've been busy getting stronger :) insyaAllah..
Ya Allah..permudahkanlah urusanku di atas muka bumiMu ini..
*credits to "Don't Think I Don't Think About It" by Darius Rucker & "A little Bit Stronger" by Sara Evans*
