Sweet Meaningful Quotes :)

"My heart is so small, it's almost invisible. How can You place such big sorrows in it?"

"Look," He answered, "your eyes are even smaller and yet they behold the world." 

-Rumi-

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The happiest people don't have the best of everything, 

they just make the best of everything.

-Unknown-

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"Do not chase people. 

Be you and do your own thing and work hard.

The right people who belong in your life will come to you and stay."

-Wu Tang-
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"When the world pushes you to your knees, you are in the perfect position to pray."

-Boona Muhammad-
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"Even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise."

-Victor Hugo-

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"It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop."

-Confucius- 

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"Whoever tasted the sweetness of Imaan will always recognize the bitterness of sins."

-Unknown-
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"You were given this life because you are strong enough to live it."
-Unknown-
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"Don't look back! You're not going that way."
-Unknown-

Reality :(

Kalau diikutkan penerangan Ustaz Azhar, saya ni tergolong dalam golongan orang-orang yg jahil mengalahkan lembu sebab tak pandai hukum agama..ya Allah..memang banyak sangat benda yg saya tak tahu..semoga saya istiqamah untuk berubah ke arah kebaikan..semoga segalanya dipermudahkanNya, insyaAllah..sentiasalah kami bersama dengan orang-orang yg boleh membimbing kami ke jalanMu, ya Rabb..supaya kami tidak tergolong di kalangan orang-orang yg rugi di sisiMu..

Uncle Kesayangan :(

We'd really love for you to stay because you made us happy. . .

But that would be selfish. . .

Staying means you would be in pain. . .
Only Allah knows what's best for you and us. . .
Engkau hanyalah pinjaman Allah kepada kami. . .
You were never ours. . . 
Meredhakan pemergianmu is our only option. . .

InsyaAllah you're in a better place now. . .
Semoga Allah menempatkanmu di kalangan hamba-hambaNya yang soleh. . .
Rest in peace, dearest uncle. . .

InsyaAllah. . .
Amin. . .

”Jika seorang hamba Allah kematian anak, Allah bertanya kepada Malaikat:”Adakah kamu telah mengambil nyawa anak hamba-Ku? Malaikat menjawab:”Ya.” Allah bertanya lagi: “Kamu telah mengambil nyawa buah hatinya?” Malaikat menjawab:”Ya”. Allah bertanya kali ketiga:”Apakah kata hamba-Ku?”Malaikat menjawab:”Ia bersyukur pada-Mu serta mengucapkan “dari Allah kita datang dan kepadanya kita kembali”. Allah Ta’ala memerintahkan malaikat-Nya:”Binalah baginya sebuah rumah di syurga dan namakan rumah itu ‘Rumah Kesyukuran’.” 

Now :)

Haven't been writing for a while now..

Haven't had the time to read recently..

Still do things at the last minute..Somehow I feel like my brain functions better under pressure *LOL*

Miss home a lot..

I'm here..I'm finally here..Asked me last year about my future plan, I might not even mention here..Here would have been a miracle to get to..But now I'm here..Indahnya ketentuan Allah :) dari harapan Dia buatkan jalan..Alhamdulillah..

Selalunya sebelum ni nak tulis blog dalam english sebab takut lama2 nanti lupa macam mana nak cakap..Good place untuk practice *LOL*

Miss home a lot..

Prefer minum teh tarik 3 in 1 daripada coffee 3 in 1 nowadays *PELIK*

Found new friends..Good ones..

Still prefer watching movies at home rather than cinemas..

Tak boleh tidur even though sangat mengantuk..

Miss home a lot..

Remember..

Life throws you curve balls sometimes..its either you just let the balls hit you in the face or just..duck..and continue on walking..I honestly don't know how you do it but I hope that you remember to duck every now and then..please remember..please don't ever get tired of it..we need you to keep on walking..

Whenever I see you, I see me..I see the unthankful side of me..I see the selfish side of me..I see the sinful side of me..

Whenever you speak, I speak..I speak of stress..I speak of unimaginable sadness..I speak of unbearable burden..truthfully, what stressful is you calling an ambulance for your own emergency..what unimaginable is you jabbing needles to yourself 3 times a day..what unbearable is you living on your own without your parents..

How do you do it? What are your days and nights like?

I realize there are other people out there who suffer so much more than you do but you are a friend..you may not be my closest friend but you are my friend in need..

I pray for your solid strength..I pray for your quick full recovery..insyaAllah..Aminnn~

Every time..

I was listening to songs this morning..maximum volume, maximum "country"..

Got nothing out of it but loved every second of it..

Was preparing to change my whole life, my very-much-problematic-attitude, starting from today but that hasn't happened yet.. *LOL*

Between the songs and the sleeps and the many letters, I wonder..where would I be today if fate never blew my path away?

Could have been, should have been all worked out..

Don't think I don't think about it..don't think it doesn't get to me..I know what I felt..I still feel the sting of the pain..

I got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face (^___^)

I'm getting just a little bit stronger..

I'm done with how it feels..I'm done dragging my sad face around..Even on my weakest days, I'm telling myself I'll be OK..

Change doesn't happen overnight but haven't cried for a while now..I guess I've been busy getting stronger :) insyaAllah..

Ya Allah..permudahkanlah urusanku di atas muka bumiMu ini..

*credits to "Don't Think I Don't Think About It" by Darius Rucker & "A little Bit Stronger" by Sara Evans*

Blind Spot :|

How can you trust your feelings when they can just DISAPPEAR?