Life Finally Got Interesting :)

Alhamdulillah, ya Rahman hu ya Rahim..

for:

     1. The time well spent nowadays :p
     2. The strength to actually go for it in the first place
     3. The patience to actually work for it and on it now
     4. Making people understand my random decision
     5.  Each feeling that You make and allow me to feel

Kesimpulan kite hari ni:

COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS EVERY SECOND OF EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY HOUR OF EVERY DAY! 

Always and always take the time to mengucapkan syukur kpd Allah SWT everyday di atas segale rahmat dan nikmatNya ke atas kite dan keluarge kite..Faham dan amati betul-betul this one basic human nature:

There ARE people out there who are much much more less fortunate than us in so many ways

 ::the list continues on and on::

*sigh*

A problem can be like a river so wide, it swallows you whole..

*sigh*

But ask yourself this: Is my problem more important than life itself?

Note to yourself this: While you're sitting down and worrying about all the wrong things, times fly by..

Now tell yourself this: Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand. What you've been out there searching for forever is in your hands..all these..

OXYGEN

LOVE
FAMILY
FRIENDS
OPTIONS
OPTIONS
MORE OPTIONS

When you figure out that you actually have all these, it sure makes your problem seems so small..Therefore, no matter what the world brings you, just cherish what you have and LIVE..

Now I understand the hikmah behind my KFC :) insyaAllah..

Sudden Craving~

i suddenly have a mind-numbing-unable-to-breathe kind of 'craving' for this:

the giant white gate which separates malaysia and thailand..for me, it symbolizes:

F.R.E.E.D.O.M

haha..dramatic sangat statement..but seriously, this is the only thing that i can think about for these past few days..haha..well, ok..bukanla nak cakap yg saye tergile-gilekan structure batu ni :| i am craving for the idea behind it..the ability to break free! 

conclusion: sometimes the right decision is not always the best one!

I Need to Calm Down :|

ape saye buat hari ni?

watched a lot of tv + slept a lot of hours

it's honestly funny how i often ask myself this:

if other people can do it, then why can't i?

the answer is simple:

i am me, i am not other people

is my answer disappointing?

to me, not really

to other people, maybe

what exactly do i want?

*sigh* 

tak tahu la..i just feel like talking to someone at the moment..tapi bende ni takdela penting sangat sampaikan nak pakse orang untuk dengar my sob stories..huhu..hence, blogging is the next best thing :)

*sigh* 

i just wanna be me..i wanna do things that i like..i don't wanna do things that i don't like..if i don't think i can do something in particular, then maybe people should listen and believe me..as for my current state, i can't live up to people's expectations and i don't expect people to live up to mine either..you are you and i am me..if by any chance we become friends and make each other happy, then that is beautiful..if not, we tried and it couldn't be helped.. 

conclusion of the day?

i am officially DEPRESSED

Daddy in the Dungeon

since i wasn't doing anything at home for these past few months, i took the chance to reread some of my favorite books..

as for me, it was: quite entertaining~

as for my mom, it was: me being SUPER LAZY! 

as for my dad, it was: a sign of DEPRESSION!

*sigh*

honestly, moms and dads all across the universe can be very dramatic sometimes :s huhu..moving on with my new entry..

what's with the title of this post?
whose daddy am I talking about?
who is this daddy person? 

JOSEF FRITZL

One complex man and his 24 years of undetected crimes

The Crimes of Josef Fritzl: Uncovering the Truth

by Stefanie Marsh and Bojan Pancevski

he was once a respectable engineer from Amstetten, Austria..that was before he built the 'cellar'- the silent witness to a tragedy of prolonged incarceration and sexual abuse..

and this girl was his primary victim..his own daughter..

Elisabeth Fritzl

bits & pieces of the tragedy:

InsyaAllah :)

Epic~

my property lecturer, john page explain la pasal satu malaysian case ni:

john: "da plaintiff, mr. yusap (yusop) owns a rubber plantation in malaysia.."

one student: "what was his name again, john? how do we spell it?" 

john:  "errr..mr yusap..it's like europe with a y.."

hahaha..

Beautiful Words :)

duduk sorang2 sebenarnya susah sebab sangat vulnerable in terms of pemikiran n perasaan..tengah2 nak study nanti tibe2 je teringat family dekat rumah, pasar malam, keropok lekor..tengah2 nak solat, tibe2 je terase lapar sangat even baru je lepas makan..semuenye tak kene..tengah2 tengok TV, takde pulak rase ape2..rase macam nak tengok sampai esok pagi ade la..pfft..orang kate syaitan ni suke ganggu orang yg duduk sorang2..wallahualam..just jangan menjelme sudah la..haha..astaghfirullahhalazim..2 minggu lepas, ade sorang kawan yg sweet sangat name KD bagi penande buku yg die buat sendiri :) it says:

Jika sedar diri ini jauh daripadaNya, entah kemana pun kita tidak pasti. Yang hanya ada sekarang adalah kita yang sering melakukan dosa, tenggelam dengan arus dunia. Yang hanya ada sekarang adalah hamba yang terlupa bahawa nafas akan terhenti. Yang hanya ada sekarang adalah hamba yang sudah kenal dengan seronoknya dunia ciptaanMu, ya Allah. Tenangkan hati dan pandanglah awan. Pandanglah awan. Lihatlah dengan mata hati yang Allah sedang melihatmu. Lihatlah dengan mata hati yang Allah sedang memanggil air matamu.

T.T Allah sentiase ade dengan kite..kite je yg selalu lupe..susah senang hidup kite semue ketentuan Allah..Rasulullah s.a.w pernah ditanye mengenai suhuf (risalah pengajaran) Nabi Musa a.s dan salah satunye: "Aku hairan kepada orang yg telah meyakini akan adanya qadar (ketentuan Allah s.w.t) tetapi mereka marah2 bila sesuatu musibah menimpa."

(ME!) 

Kesimpulannye, kite kene redha dengan ketentuan Allah..KD cakap, Allah sebenarnye sedih dan malu sangat kalau Dia tak makbulkan doa2 kite T.T hmm..starting from now on, kite kene la sabar dan yakin dalam berdoa..InsyaAllah kite akan dapat ape yg terbaik untuk kite..aamiiinnn :)