It's Beyond "Money" :)

One Day..

saye pegi giant dgn my dearest mummy..tibe-tibe saye ternampak ade sorg macik tengah stack tissues dekat atas rak..

I couldn't stop looking..

I went to another aisle searching for coffee..

I got my coffee and continued walking..

I turned back, she was still there..baju uniform giant tucked in, stacking tissues..

*sigh*

my heart sank to the core when i saw her ..not because of what she was doing, but because of her age..

macik tu dah tua..probably someone's grandmother..

*sigh*

all that I could think of mase tu was, "how bad can her life be until she has to do all that at her age? imagine kalau macik tu mak aku? imagine kalau satu hari nanti aku jadi macam tu? nauzubillah..mintak jauh la, ya Allah.."

yesterday I realized how selfish I was to be thinking that way..

sebab saye tak doakan untuk macik tu sekali..saye mintak diri saye dan family saye dijauhkan life yg macam tu and yet, macik tu is living THAT life..

my heart sank when i saw her..her heart must have sunken deeper..

kadang-kadang kite kene belajar hidup susah..our experience makes us wiser..wisdom is "beyond" money :)

kesimpulan kite today:

percaye pade qada' dan qadar Allah..Allah tak akan menimpekan ujian pade seseorang melainkan yg mampu ditanggung olehnye..

NOTE: berdoa tanpe henti..doa jugak adalah usahe kite >.<